no breaks

Just wanted to let you know that the reason I have not been writing you as many notes as I was about how I am learning to become your mum is because you are crying whenever I put you down. When you are in my arms, we are having all kinds of wonderful moments. But when I put you down to do things like-- go to the bathroom- you can only handle it for a few minutes. You are also resisting the schedule of eating every 2.5 to 3 hours. Right now you are screaming your head off and I have been trying to soothe you for 15 minutes. So, in the interest of not screaming back in your face, I have put you down to do this. We are going on your first airplane ride to AZ today for a weekend where people are going to be holding you non-stop. This will be very fun for them and you, but then next week, you are going to expect that from me. You are still crying and it hurts me and frustrates me. I have to add another picture of you being happy or I will be bummed. I love you-- you are certainly breaking me in as a mom.