To Jack and Charlie

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

keep on trucking

Hi boys--

 

I will write more later, but I just wanted  to tell you that working full time and being away from you is a daily struggle still. Some days, I hop out to work because I know you are well cared for and that I have a job that love. Today though, after spending two straight days with you, I cried on my way to work. It caught me by surprise actually. I was just driving and then noticed the lump in my throat and a tear on my cheek. I adore you two. I love playing with you and your toys, I love tickling you, teaching you, even refereeing between you. I love the way you smell, the way you laugh and the way you run. I am just in love. To be away from you still hurts and I just want you to know it. We had such a good two days. I’ll tell you more about it later.

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