I just realized that my last couple of entries make it seem like you are doing pretty rough. Although last night was difficult and tonight is still young-- you are perfect. You are calm and sweet so much of the time. Your perfect little face brings me and your dad so much joy all the time. Today we took you for a walk in the Jeep stroller on the beach trail-- you were relaxed the whole time and we felt like this is what it is supposed to feel like with a sweet baby on a beautiful afternoon. It reminds me that I feel like you are not unlike the ocean right now-- in that I could stare at you all day long and it never seems like enough. It never seems like I have soaked up all your different looks, your soft skin, your hair and eyes. I love you and I am so excited for this coming week for you and I to get more of a routine going and to get some exercise.
New mumlesson--- taking good care of myself is good for you and I can't put it off until later. I need to read my Bible, exercise, pray, have silence, take a breath, listen to music and whatever else I think my make me more relaxed and refreshed to give you my best. This week I will do my best to lay the foundation for that type of time instead of what I have been doing this first month of your life--- getting through the now. Although I think that was the only way to do this past month.
Here's a picture of you smiling. It is probably gas but you have smiled for the camera many times in your short life. I love you-- I hope you keep enjoying the swing you are in for a little bit longer!
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