To Jack and Charlie

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

vaccination station

Hi there baby--

You got your second major vaccine today. The DTaP. You got a HepB vaccine in the hospital and I feel like I was pressured into that. Then, liquid Rotavirus vaccine last month and then today this one. I have read alot more about vaccines since those other two experiences and I just have to say-- it is a leap of faith. It is an insurance policy that could make you have seizures. So, a little stressful as a new mom looking at this perfect baby and thinking-- wow- I hope that nothing ever harms him ever. I had the beginnings of a panic attack but your dad was calm and you were happy as a clam just looking around and being perfect. So, we got through it and you have not even been fussy today let alone had any side effects yet. Fingers crossed and prayers said- that is all.

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